Marco the Phoenix!

I want this hella badly

life

Time to get it done

You and I

amazing

Jealousy

what is it about society and their notion of equality?
"You scratch my back i scratch yours"

I don't think that this is right because if it were the opposite would be true; "you hurt me, I hurt you." Well i don't want to say whats right and wrong but i feel if a society were to function upon these rules and laws, it wouldn't function.

I feeel that this is an ideology that a majority of our society hold onto and believe in. And because its something that is held onto by society, i feel the pressures of it. This feeling of jealousy and equality is so overwhelming...

I haven't cried in the past 3 years but this feeling really does make me want to. 

my ideas

You know those people who update their status on facebook every hour just to say what they're thinking or doing? 

They're just people who are crying out for attention. Think about it. 

So whats going on in my life?

Just the big decision on where to go for school. I'm debating between SD and Irvine. Irvine sounds like more fun to me but SD has more research opportunities. (More people get published there) But then again, it doesn't really matter where I go. So this is just a stupid blog and im really annoyed.

sad

im so sad. i feel so out of it. 

mavs gonna take it.

they're 3-0! amazing. kobes gettin too old and pau's way too inconsistent.
http://www.nba.com/mavericks/index_main.html

you believe this? they have a date and time for game 5 but the mavs haven't even lost game 4. i bet its cause they wanna make more money offa ads and stuff. stupid money grubbers ruining the game