Sadface

I'll talk about my feelings on this.

So we broke up. :/ it really sucks. Now that i'm alone at home and not surrounded by people, i really feeel it. It sucks, plain and simple. I hate this feeling, shes such an amazing girl but it just isn't gonna work out. But who knows, maybe in the future right?

but in the meantime i really need to play catch up in bio and chem.

I went to berkeley today with sam and it was really coool. The kids there are very coool and talented. It made me really sad how much i screwed up fall quarter and even more stupid for how i fucked up this year. I don't know if I have the perseverance to push through another whole year. Its so long and this is something that i do not have. One can only hope.

I saw a berkeley fellowship and i thought it was amazing. I hadn't seen students passionate about god in the longest time and you can really feel the love emanating from their heart. I miss that. I really do.

Need to fnish my chemistry lab. These are gonna be a few tough days. I'd really love the suupppport guys.