First Blog

Today was cool! I hung out with Virginia and Sam. We were gonna go to boiling crab but it was crazy packed so we decided to eat pho! its been a while since i had that. well afterwards virginia wanted a drink so she got one and then we went to brigadoon park. it was allright, toook a lot of pictures then prepared ourselves to go party but it ended up being a bust so we just chilled till 11 and went home.

This is my first post so thats cool. Now on to the self analysis part of my life.

I get this feeling like i don't even know who i am anymore. Maybe im changing but i really don't like this person im becoming. Everything about me is just so wrong. I hate being so weak and vulnerable, I hate how i get treated and yet i don't do anything. why can't i just be heartless and forget everyone. why do I have to let every little argument or fight bring me down so much. I'm just weak. THey say having strong integrity, conscious, and heart are worth more than they are given credit but right now they all feel like burdens and it doesn't seem worth it. but question is just how easy is it to completely change who you are?