Loss

Today was allright. I woke up and did a lot of chores. -_- afterwards i hung out with Chris and Sean. it's been a long time since that's happened. We did nothing for two hours and then hung out at Braly park. It was cool but i just felt really unproductive. This makes me really want a job but idk where. I wanna work at urban outfitters or something but i don't think i have a shot, and a resaurant job is just too much to deal with. Maybe a chill job like at the YMCA or yogurt land? idk
but yeah after the park we went to gerald's house after they went to Gigi's barbeque. we played some ufc and i knocked out Sean! haha but yeah im really sleepy now so maybe its time to sleep. The moon's amazing tonight.

I'm gonna start posting pictures soon, so when i say things like the moon's amazing, i can take a picture of it and post it!



Today was cool but I really am just tired of all the bullshit. I wish life would happen the way you want it to. Maybe this is our punishment for having the ability to love. Is love really that great? If we love, we are more vulnerable to hate, anger, jealousy, vengeance and a whole of bunch of other crap. Do we really want that?